Red flashes before my eyes
I see detail in that red
and i smile knowing
that this could all be over.
Driven by anger I step foward
with force and irritation.

I snap inside yet soak shit
up like a sponge.
I look out at a barred
window and wonder
when my mind will stop
rolling over itself and creating
pictures I never knew could exist,
the still camera in my mind...

I need the feeling of accomplishment,
but no.....
I sit and wait for the world
to collapse into working.